LaShawnda Woodard Says She “Blames” Herself

Lil Durk and his mom, LaShawnda Woodard, have both faced more than their fair share of heartbreak. Now, she’s opening up about some of the pain she’s carried behind closed doors. In a deeply personal conversation, Woodard reflected on motherhood and grief. She also got candid about trauma and the difficult process of letting go of the blame she’s held onto for years.

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Lil Durk’s Mom Says She Blames Herself

During a recent episode of ‘If You Knew Better with Amber Grimes,’ LaShawnda Woodard got candid about the emotional weight surrounding her family and the loss of her son, Dontay “DThang” Banks Jr., who was killed in 2021. While discussing the grief and responsibility she has carried as a mother, Woodard made the heartbreaking admission, “I blame myself for my son getting killed.” The conversation also touched on Woodard’s experiences surviving sexual assault as a teenager. She reflected on the depression and self-blame she carried afterward, and how those unresolved wounds impacted her journey through motherhood.

What Else Did Woodard Reveal?

Woodard also reflected on raising her children while navigating her own trauma. She opened up about how pain can shape a parent. She also reflected on how those experiences can influence the way they view their role in their children’s lives. Host Amber Grimes encouraged Woodard to extend herself some grace, while emphasizing the difference between accountability and blame. Grimes also challenged her to release some of the responsibility she has carried on her shoulders for so long. The emotional conversation ultimately centered on healing, forgiveness, grief, and learning to acknowledge the good alongside the painful moments.

New Video Shows Lil Durk Before Verdict

Just yesterday, Lil Durk’s legal saga took a major turn, and now, a video is giving fans a glimpse inside the courtroom just moments before the verdict was read. The footage, which surfaced shortly after news broke that the Chicago rapper had been acquitted of all counts in his murder-for-hire case, shows Durk seated in court wearing a brown suit and sporting a noticeably shorter haircut. His family was also present for the pivotal moment, including his wife and longtime partner, India Royale, as they awaited the jury’s decision.

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