Richard Bacon has laid bare the ‘deep sense of shame’ over his Blue Peter cocaine scandal which saw him sacked from the iconic presenting job back in 1998.
In an interview on podcast How To Fail, Richard, 50, recalled being ‘betrayed’ by his best friend who he claims sold the story that led to his sacking.
Richard told Elizabeth Day: ‘Well, the biggest shame about it is, some time later, I don’t know how much time later, my mum told me it was the only time that she’d heard my dad cry, ever.
‘He’s just from that generation that doesn’t. His own dad came out of World War 2 and didn’t show emotion.
‘The News Of The World comes out on a Sunday and this is now the Monday morning. [Dad’s] got to go to court where he works, [as a criminal defence lawyer] and he went into the shower to cry.
Richard Bacon has laid bare his ‘deep sense of shame’ over his 1998 Blue Peter cocaine scandal to Elizabeth Day on her How To Fail podcast as he recalled being ‘betrayed’ by his best friend who sold the story that led to his sacking
The drug scandal made Richard the first presenter to be fired from Blue Peter in the show’s then 40-year history – Pictured L-R Konnie Huq, Richard Bacon, Katy Hill and Stuart Miles in 1998
Richard said: ‘The biggest shame about it is, some time later, I don’t know how much time later, my mum told me it was the only time that she’d heard my dad cry, ever.
‘He turned on the shower, so that [mum] wouldn’t hear him cry. He didn’t want her to know. She didn’t tell me at the time. She left it quite a while to be honest.
‘Even to this day, she said It’s the only time I’ve ever heard him cry. So when she told me that story, I felt a deep sense of shame.’
The drug scandal made Richard the first presenter to be fired from Blue Peter in the show’s then 40-year history.
He knew it was his best friend who had sold the story.
‘I’d worked with him at Radio Nottingham,’ he said. And what happened was, well, what happened was I took some cocaine.’
Richard said that while he didn’t take the drug regularly, he had taken it before.
He added: ‘You would see other people get caught up in that and they would always say, “I didn’t do that… it was my first time” and I would be like really, the first time you did it happened to be the time you got caught?
‘The first time I took it was in a nightclub called Browns in Covent Garden with that guy that you alluded to whose name I am not going to use.
‘We were best mates and he got a wrap of it and I took the whole wrap at once. I didn’t really understand it and I threw up, but I had taken it a handful of times before that.
‘I think he was jealous of me. So I did 20 months on Blue Peter, pretty much the same amount of time that Keir Starmer was Prime Minister.
Richard famously fell seriously ill with a mystery lung infection in July 2018 and was put into a medically-induced coma, with doctors telling Bacon and his family they ‘expected him to die’
Richard has been married to wife Rebecca for more than a decade – they tied the knot back in 2008 and have two children together
‘We went out and obviously I shouldn’t have done that. Blue Peter was such a big opportunity and I loved the job and I still really respect it as a programme… It was an incredible job to have at age 21, 22.’
Richard revealed his agent called him when he was out with his dad and he just said, ‘It’s News Of The World, cocaine and lots of it. Those were the exact words.’
He recalled going round to the home of Oliver McFarlane, the then editor of Blue Peter and explained what had happened.
Then Lorraine Heggessey, the Head of Children’s BBC said she would have to let Richard go.
He said: ‘Then I had to hand in my badge. It’s like leaving the LAPD. You have to hand in your badge, your Blue Peter badge. I could no longer get in free to the Motor Museum at Bewley.’
Richard confirmed that he did in fact get his Blue Peter badge back 20 years later when he was invited to the show’s 60th anniversary.
He said: ‘Peter Purvis, in front of all the other Blue Peter presenters, off camera, pinned one on me in front of them. And he said, all is forgiven. And all the other Blue Peter presenters applauded.’
In 2018, Richard was left ‘quite close to death’ for two days after suffering a mystery lung infection after he was taken ill on a transatlantic flight on July 5.
He told Elizabeth about the harrowing ordeal of being placed in a medically-induced coma after a sudden respiratory collapse and being told by doctors he was not expected to survive.
When he arrived at the hospital, the consultant Vic, who saved his life, looked at his chest X-ray and explained that they would need to put him into a coma in 20 minutes time.
So he emailed Nick Jones, the founder of Soho House Festival, where he wa due to attend and asked if he might be able to give his ticket to someone else so it wouldn’t go to waste.
He also told his friend Ewan he would not be able to make their dinner arrangement.
Two or three months later, Richard ran into his consultant when he was back at the hospital making a documentary and he simply said: ‘We expected you to die.’
Richard explained: ‘I went to blood oxygen 58. If you go below 60, you die or get brain damage. And I’m not dead.
’40 people worked on me and I hallucinated and became convinced the nurses were trying to murder me. So when I made my complaint, I f***ing meant it.’
Richard admitted to an ongoing problem with alcohol addiction, saying he has ‘been to AA many times.
He said: ‘I still daydream a lot about stopping drinking. It’s a very hard one because I like it so much, but it’s caused me a lot of problems in my life.”
‘I’m certainly saying I’m an addict. And what I learned about ADHD is a lot of people with it will use alcohol or stimulants to sort of make up for the fact, even though you don’t know it at the time, that the blood flow is moving too slowly here. So there’s a correlation between all of that, I think.’
Richard went on to become the founder of the production company Yes Yes Media, hosted BBC Radio 5 Live and also hosts the podcast Why Are You More Successful Than Me?
He is happily married to Capital Radio’s marketing manager Rebecca since 2008 and they have two children, Arthur and Ivy.

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