The actress played Tina Carter on the BBC soap for nearly a decade
EastEnders star Luisa Bradshaw-White has said that she ‘nearly didn’t survive serious mental illness’ as she provided a candid insight into her life away from the spotlight.
Rising to fame in Herte in A Friendship in Vienna in 1988, Luisa went on to land roles in hit shows on the BBC and ITV such as Grange Hill, The Bill and Birds of a Feather.
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Prior to landing a role on Albert Square, Luisa worked on Holby City from 2001 to 2005, where she played a midwife named Lisa Fox.on the hospital soap. Gaining further soap experience on Doctors, Luisa joined EastEnders as Tina Carter in 2011.
Appearing in 673 episodes, Tina was the sister of Shirley Carter (Linda Henry), joining around the same time as Danny Dyer’s Mick Carter and Kellie Bright’s Linda Carter in 2013.
Tina was involved in a number of major relationships over the years, including when she was abused by her partner Tosh Mackintosh (Rebecca Scroggs), in a relationship with onia Fowler (Natalie Cassidy) and accidentally hit Janet Mitchell (Grace) with her car.
Sadly, Luisa’s exit was a permanent one in December 2020, when Tina was murdered by Gray Atkins (Toby-Alexander Smith), who hid her body under the floorboards of the Argee Bhajee restaurant.
Remaining undiscovered for over a year, Tina appeared in a special flashback in 2021 before Phil Mitchell (Steve McFadden) finally discovered her body in 2022.
Taking to Instagram on Thursday (March 6), Luisa took to Instagram with a selfie to reveal that she ‘used to be an actor’ and has now ‘found her space in the world’ in ‘musical journeys’.
Sharing a selfie, she captioned her post: “Hey to all new people finding their way to this account. This is me. Luissa. I have very big feelings. I used to be an actor so I had a place to put those big feelings, but it didn’t feel like where I was supposed to be.
“I also tried to suppress those big feelings and that led to a serious mental illness, psychiatric hospitals and something I nearly didn’t survive. I now feel like I have found my space in the world.
“I don’t try to hide my big feelings. I know they are powerful indicators for how to live my life fully. I know that when I go in deep to the big feelings I experience, with a feeling of curiosity and love, i emerge out the other side with new wisdom with new insights and feeling so much more self love and clarity about who I am. I am not afraid of the dark.”
She continued: “I now create musical journeys for free form dance and Breathwork ceremonies using my big feelings. I listen deeply to spirit to create waves of music to help me express all I feel about life and the life I have lived and all that wants to move thru my body.
“My favourite thing about my life now is that I have found people like me who want to come and dance and breathe to feel all this too.
“And somehow they move thru some of the same feelings that I have been experiencing. I’m so grateful that I have access to all these big, wild emotions…
“If you would like to come and experience and explore your own deep feelings you would be so welcome. Sometimes it takes a while to find them… & Sometimes they are there in the discomfort of just turning up new to something, raw and out of your comfort zone.”
Luisa’s post arrives after she said last year that she ‘cries every day’ due to ‘experiences’ she ‘couldn’t fit into words’.
“Finding it hard to post these days as the experiences I am having can’t fit into words. My ability to feel just keeps expanding. And when I say this I mean feeling ALL of it! I am nearly always cracked wide open at the beauty of life….. and the pain. Devastatingly beautiful.
“I cry every day. I can’t stop. There are so many similarities to when I was diagnosed Bipolar years ago and then sadly heavily medicated. It makes me question the diagnosis and DEFINITELY question the medication but that is another story and another timeline. WE HAVE BEEN MADE TO FEAR OUR FEELINGS OUR EMOTIONS.
“I have so many people around me experiencing the same. I am so grounded and without fear. I am able to hold these intense energies and frequencies. I love myself so fiercely in this intense energy,” she said.
Luisa added: “I cry to move the energy. I cry because life is so beautiful. I cry because I get to be this free, this sovereign in this lifetime. I cry because I am not alone, even when there are no human souls around me I have everything in nature holding me.
“I cry because it gets to be THIS GOOD TO FEEL EVERYTHING. It has never felt so good and so safe to feel so much. Whatever you are experiencing in this portal we are in… surrender. And love.”

