The star, who broke down on stage during his show on Saturday night as he opened up about the ordeal, has been “impacted deeply” by the fall-out.
Ed Sheeran is said to be devastated over the Palestine row surrounding his tour and confided in his friends about feeling “so alone”.
The star, who broke down on stage during his show on Saturday night as he opened up about the ordeal, has been “impacted deeply” by the fall-out. His close pals have been left worried for the star as his career teetered on the brink.
One told the Mirror: “As Macklemore and then all the support acts left him, and with no public displays of support from any of his musical peers, it’s been a really, really lonely place at times. He has been so broken, and everyone has been trying to rally around, but it’s been hard. There have been genuine concerns that he could walk away from it all.”
Sheeran, 35, was performing for the first time since rapper Macklemore was removed from the line-up following comments about the conflict in Gaza. Towards the end of the set, the star sat cross-legged on stage as he grew visibly emotional, and remarked how he felt “abandoned” by friends and family.
He told the crowd at Lincoln Financial Field in Philadelphia: “In these situations you really find out who your friends are. It’s been a weird week. It happened very quickly. At the same time, I had so many people telling me to cancel this tour and so many people I’ve known for years and years and years….they’re kind of backing away. In the back of my mind, I saw the ticket sales for this gig and I didn’t see cancellations, I saw people buying tickets for this gig. Everyone’s telling me to cancel and I’m feeling all of my friends and family and people I know abandon me.”
Earlier in the show Sheeran questioned whether he “wanted to be an artist at all”.
Appearing to read from an auto-cue, the singer said: “I really didn’t know whether this tour would be carrying on. I really didn’t know whether I’d be even getting on stage again, whether I even wanted to be an artist at all.
He added: “Honouring my commitment to my fans is also completely central to who I am, and that is why I’m here tonight on my own and continuing my current tour.”
He admitted he had made “mistakes” and condemned the conflict in Gaza as “catastrophic” and “unjustifiable”. Sheeran also spoke of his security concerns, and admitted removing a different stage in the middle of the audience as he “didn’t know what this audience would be like tonight”.
He said: “I didn’t know if I would have things thrown at me, I didn’t know if people would be angry with me. So today I apologise that today is not the usual Loop show, I took the b-stage out because I was afraid of what might happen if I stood in the middle, and I will admit that.”
The English singer said he had tried in the past not to be a “political commentator” because he wanted his shows to be about “unity“.
“I cannot hide how I feel about it anymore,” he said. “What happened in Israel and at the Nova music festival on October 7 was horrific and compounded centuries of Jewish pain. What is happening in Gaza is catastrophic and unjustifiable and disproportionate. My heart has been broken by the scale of devastation and loss of civilians’ lives, children’s lives. And the systemic injustice we are seeing unfold in the West Bank cannot be overlooked.”
He also said that he is “deeply worried” about the idea that venues should “pre-approve” content, adding: “This happens in so many places that I perform around the world, but it should never happen in the free world.”
During the concert, Sheeran said: “I am already speaking to people across the spectrum to work out how to make a contribution that helps victims of these terrible times, and listening and learning because I do not know enough.” Sheeran concluded the show by saying: “The world is a scary place right now. America is a scary place right now. This gives hope.”
He performed part of the gig with a new band, who he claimed had just three days to learn the songs, after Irish band Beoga, who normally back him for a large part of the show, pulled out.
PR expert Mark Borkowski said that Ed’s speech was effective but didn’t completely absolve the star. He said: “Ed Sheeran’s Philly performance was crisis containment, not resolution. He swapped corporate defensiveness for apology, empathy and a message of unity acknowledging October 7, condemning Gaza’s destruction and reconnecting with his fans. In effect, he was cauterising the [reputational] wound.”
Green MP Hannah Spencer also hit out at the star for not calling what was happening in Gaza as a “genocide.”
She said: “Ed has finally learned this week that you can’t take both sides in a genocide. And if you can’t even say the word genocide, you can’t claim to care about Palestinian people. The reaction reflects the anger so many around the world have to Israel’s appalling atrocities towards Palestinians and how so many governments including our own have been complicit in it. Brave artists have been speaking out for decades. It’s not too late for Ed Sheeran to do the right thing, and join them.”
However ahead of the show, attendees said they were sticking by the musician. James Webber, from Scranton, Pennsylvania said: “I stand with Ed. I think there’s a time for politics and a music concert is not one of those places.”
Kassandra Rivera, from Philadelphia, said: “Everyone has their own opinion and it’s fine. I came here to have a good time and watch Ed Sheeran. I’ve been waiting a whole year to come and see him, so I’m excited to see the show.” Dwayne Smith, from Canada, said: “We’re just here for Ed Sheeran. All politics aside, we just like the music. We are here to support him. It’s not about Palestine or Israel tonight, it’s just about the music for us.”
A small but vocal pro-Palestine protest was held outside the subway station that serves the stadium, several hundred metres from the venue. Philadelphia resident Hillary Steinberg said she received a refund for her tickets and decided to attend the protest instead.
She said: “I think all art is political, and all music is political, and so this choice – even though he was saying that he wasn’t complicit – is a political choice.” Meanwhile grassroots organiser Adi Chattopadhyay, a West Philadelphia resident, said the purpose of the protest was meant to direct the attention back to the war in Gaza.
“Palestinians are very still under occupation,” Chattopadhyay said. “I’m here today to spread that message and tell people why Macklemore was saying ‘Free Palestine’.”
Meanwhile protester Jodi Rhoden criticised stadium boss Robert Kraft’s role in Macklemore’s firing. “Even Ed Sheeran isn’t free of it,” she said. “He had to kick his buddy off his tour because Robert Kraft told him to, because of Israel.”
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