Presley Gerber said he was ‘absolutely terrified’ as he attempted to overcome his addictions with a controversial treatment six months before his death.
It was confirmed on Monday that Presley, the son of supermodel Cindy Crawford and her husband Rande Gerber, had died at age 27 following a years-long struggle with drugs, panic attacks and his mental health.
In March, Presley posted about his experience at a Mexico treatment clinic, where he underwent a ‘Pre Ibogaine Flood Dose’ – a single, high-dose administration of the naturally occurring psychoactive substance ibogaine.
Ibogaine is derived from an African shrub and is reported to help withdrawal symptoms and reset brain pathways. The high-dose is designed to induce a profound psychoactive and physiological ‘reset’.
Admitting he was ‘absolutely terrified’ to go through the controversial treatment, which is illegal in the US, Presley was supported by his parents and sister Kaia Gerber for his ‘courage’.
Cindy commented on the post: ‘You are a warrior! Walked thru the fire to find yourself! So proud!’
Presley Gerber said he was ‘absolutely terrified’ as he attempted to overcome his addictions with a controversial treatment six months before his death (pictured during the treatment in March 2026)
Kaia added: ‘that’s my brother I am so damn proud’ whilst Rande wrote: ‘I’m so proud of you and your courage.’
‘Facing what’s hard takes real strength and watching you find your way back to yourself is everything. I love you so much.’
Ibogaine is illegal in the US, where it is classified as a Schedule I controlled substance but it is legal or permitted by prescription in countries like Canada and Brazil whilst it is used in specialised clinics in Mexico.
The model tagged Beond Ibogaine in Cancun, praising the clinic’s ‘incredible, caring, kind and on-their-sh*t team’. Treatment at the clinic starts at $12,500 for a 10-day programme.
Presley captioned his video: ‘Pre Ibogaine Flood Dose – quiet moment before everything changed.’
‘i was absolutely terrified, and I knew I would be again if I ever had to face something like this (helps to not go into the situations you do that get ya there but that’s life sometimes.)’
‘(my mantras were love yourself and lis gotta be the last time for this reason. letting go of control didn’t come easy, but I trusted there was something bigger than me guiding it’.
‘I knew why i was there. I faced what I had been running from, and somewhere in all of it, i started finding my way back to myself…. We shall see…. Praying it’s the last time I have to come back.’
It was confirmed on Monday that Presley, the son of supermodel Cindy Crawford and her husband Rande Gerber, has died at age 27 following a years-long struggle with drugs, panic attacks and his mental health (Presley, sister Kaia, Cindy and Rande pictured in May 2026)
In March, Presley posted about his experience at a Mexico treatment clinic, where he underwent a ‘Pre Ibogaine Flood Dose’
‘Next time I’d like to choose And absolutely can’t forget the incredible caring kind and on their sh*t team. Helps a lot haha. And I made some dope ass friends there #iboga #ibogaine #rewireyourbrain #loveyourself #mentalhealth.’
Beond Ibogaine commented on the post at the time, writing: ‘Thank you for sharing this so openly. We know how much courage that moment takes, and we’re really proud of you for facing it with so much honesty and heart.’
‘It was an honor to support you, and it means a lot to know you felt the care of the team and the connection around you. Wishing you so much strength and clarity for everything ahead.’
Beond Ibogaine’s website states that ‘Ingesting a large enough dose induces a temporary psychedelic experience that can last several hours, normally with no significant side effects.’
‘For hundreds of years, indigenous African peoples, such as those practicing the Bwiti tradition, have ingested large doses of Ibogaine in its raw root bark form for its spiritual and healing properties.’
‘Over the past thirty years, Ibogaine has been administered in various clinics around the world for medical treatment purposes, most often to treat drug dependence, including the use of ibogaine for alcoholism and ibogaine for opiate addiction.’
‘Beond Ibogaine treatment exists to end suffering from trauma, depression & addiction. Faster. Safer & Forever,’ the website adds.
‘Beond’s ibogaine clinic in Mexico combines the power of ibogaine, our proprietary safety protocols, and best-in-class behavioral therapies delivered by licensed credentialed Medical Doctors, Registered Nurses, and experienced Preparation & Integration Coaches.’
The Los Angeles County Medical Examiner said that Presley died on Sunday at a rehab facility in a devastating end to a battle he had increasingly laid bare in brutally candid social media posts. His cause of death was not revealed.
Admitting he was ‘absolutely terrified’ to go through the controversial treatment, which is illegal in the US, Presley was supported by his parents and sister Kaia Gerber for his ‘courage’
Last month, Presley’s sister Kaia revealed how his drug use and mental health struggles had affected their family.
‘When something like that happens in a family, it kind of levels everyone,’ she told Vogue.
Last November, Presley revealed he had taken a step back from social media to ‘take care of my own mental health for a bit’.
One month later, he opened up about his personal life in a candid social media video.
Sister, Kaia, said her brother’s troubles made her want to be the ‘easy’ child.
She explained: ‘I think that’s also why I started to self-identify as the easy one and never wanted to ask for help. Because it felt like too much to have two children who were needing.’
He listed medication he takes for ‘night terrors’ and ‘panic attacks’.
‘I feel like honesty is the best policy,’ he began before sharing that he was on 1mg of Buprenorphine, used to treat both pain and opioid use disorders, twice a day.
Presley also shared that the ‘benzos have been fluctuating up and down depending on what’s been going on in my life’.
Benzodiazepines help ‘slow down activity in your brain and nervous system’ to treat ‘anxiety and related mental health conditions’, per Cleveland Clinic.
‘Unfortunately, I’ve had a lot of loss in many different forms recently, so that is not an excuse, but it’s the reason why I am where I’m at now,’ he shared.
He did not go into detail about the ‘loss’ he referenced, but went on to explain that he also takes a dose of Xanax at night or when his ‘panic attacks are really, really bad’.
Presely pictured in his last Instagram post, shared on August 5
The model then listed Valium, admitting that he didn’t know exactly how much he’d been taking as he said, ‘Who f***ing knows anymore.’
He noted in the Instagram reel that ‘doctors say a lot of different things so it’s kind of scary. But hopefully between my research and their research and the world and God, we can finally figure this out.’
Presley also talked about the lack of ‘direction’ he has from doctors when it comes to his medication.
‘I’d like doctors to be like, “Take this three times a day.” But every psychiatrist I’ve had – and I’ve had 15 – are like, “Here’s 20 medications and take this if you feel like this, take this as needed.”
‘And I’m like, “No, don’t give me that much leeway.” I need some direction,’ he continued.
Kaia told Vogue that witnessing her brother’s honesty was ‘refreshing’.
‘My parents for most of our lives were very, very private and didn’t share anything – and now we have this absolute teacher, my brother, who says, “I’m gonna be very human for everyone.” There’s only so much you can hide from the world,’ she said.
‘And trying to put a lid on something just makes the person feel like you’re ashamed of them.’


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